Jumat, 29 Juli 2011

replying a letters from mom and dad

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Dear mom and dad,
When I also getting old
I wish u both can understand
If I cannot promise anymore

That I will hold myself
And be by your side all the time
Cause I am now
Parents of my own child

Despite of remaining scattered
Plate and soup that you left
Yet,cleaned,dried, stained
On carpet I used to sleep on your lap

Doesn't mean I forgot
I just had another dishes to wash
A tiny little mouth to clean
Of my baby

I hope you don't yell back
Your grandchild is sleeping

I wont shout
When your hearing worse
But please hear
when my child's crying

And if I'm not around
To far to hugs my little love
Please replace me a while
And stop her tears

I'm sorry my dearest mom,dad...
I'm old now

Before you're knees weaker
And you forgot the way
You used to get up
Or stand on your own feet

Please have patience and hold my child
when she try to reach you
At the very first time
She learn to walk

I wish you'll be around
When my child gets noisier
Like a little birds in the morning
Like I used to be

Cause I want you to listen
When she said,"grampa,gramma"....

I know you smells like thousand years oak
but that's the smell I always remember
from the day I were born
And I will miss it,till the rest of my days

I guess your grandchild
Will shared our smells
She'll start wandering
And search, your familiar fragrance

Stay a while and bear with the cold
When she splashed the water on you
Looks how cheerful she is
She always having fun in bathtub

Please don't be surprised
Unlike me, who escape from bathing time
She likes to play water
And she love the way you bath her

I wish for your wisdom
A calmness to share
When my ears are full
Of her noisy tiny lips

I hope we can spend more time
to talk,a moment together
you,me and my child
our precious memories

You're the only
Who know me best
I am you, my part comes from you
And I am your half reflection

You love to talk, but if I'm late
Getting home with not even a quarter of myself
You'll have those cute pair of ears
For your new faithful listener

And she'll always smile
For every words of yours

If the time comes..
And your only playground is bed
Please, let me keep you in a room
A very special space

Where every people in the house
Must pass you by, greet you
And give a warm soft kiss on you forehead
Before they left for their own life

Whatever mistake you've done
I want you to know
Now, there's nothing important
Than taking care of you

While you at your bed
I may not be at your side all the time
But I promise you
You have our love, to keep you warm

I will hate
And curse myself
If I hardly keep my vow
To be you side at the time..

Please, stay a little while
Let me have the chance
to let you go,wholeheartedly
With our love with you

When you're lights dim
And its hard for you to keep sober
I want you to remember
We always holds your hands

I always pray
That you'd be taken
In the most very greatest calmness
Even painless shed

You may fail
To feel our presence anymore
But believe me
You're not alone to face death

Please don't mind about me and your grandchild
When you meet our CREATOR
I pray to Him, a hopefully wish
To give you the best place on His side

And grateful the most
For a chance
Meet you in my life
Dear beloved mam,dad...

If only I can found
The highest appraise
To show my most humblest respect
For your care

Please tell Him
How I glad-fully thankful
To have you both
As my dearest parents

I only had one little request
Please, whisper to His ear
To let us also,rest in peace
When its our turn comes

Please, enlighten the way
So we could found you once more
And gathered ourselves
To eternal lives

I love you, mom and dad....

...your child

(I'll see you there....)

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